Unlike most here in situations that are capable of being resolved with some expertise and grit, my situation is not. I am literally dying at a faster rate than most. Yes, it is health related. I am not one to slowly wither away, I won’t run from death anymore. Death always catches up anyway. Death is the only true exit from a doomed world that thrives on misery. Life is not precious. It is a fucking nightmare.
share your suicide story
Report Post
Please log in to report posts
7 comments
Everything is dying, your life line is just fadeing faster, what if it wasn’t though.. would you still have the same feelings? There is a certain serenity in death I must agree. But fadeing fast or slow life is life, some things are beautiful like your first memory of a butterfly, others not so much
But some things are fragile ment to be handled with care. Short life as it may be you’ll find yourself accepting the beauty in the small stuff, the tiny kindnesses some are willing to give inspite of a cruel society. Youll find that neither life not death is truly at fault for our own shortcomings.
What are you dying from ?
Is it cancer?
Nobody gets through life unscathed. Your situation sounds even worse than that. FWIW, mothers day seems overrated.
A nightmare .. ah, what beauty there is in terror .. they have a war on terror, you know .. is beauty enough to live for? Do you see the beauty in the nightmare?
Only Nightmare on Elm Street. Fave horror movie franchise of all time.
As my kid calls it “scary peanut butter face”
Truth in the world:
– Every decent person pays for debts they didn’t accrue.
– No-one survives
– the Justice system was built by and for criminals
– the most beautiful life outcome is dying young painlessly
I’m sorry you feel that way and that there is no happy things in your life. 🙁
I hope if you die at all it will at least be quick and painless, you deserve at least that much…
And I hope if you ever get a new life it would be something you could enjoy…