Just fed up with everything at the moment my bf and I just argued again and it’s like a never ending cycle but it makes me feel so worthless sometimes . I feel like I can’t make him happy and then when I get more negative I feel like a bad mom even though I know I’m not those thoughts overcome me . What’s the point of continuing trying if I just fail and fail
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My fiance and I argue and it makes me feel bad. I actually attempted breaking up with him….I’m not sure how many times but a lot. He wouldn’t really let me. Well he would. He’d say its up to me but he knows that’s not what I want. He knows it’s the depression talking. And if it wasn’t for the depression we wouldn’t be arguing as much as I do.
It’s just so hard I have the monster in me that pushes him and idk how he’s putting up with me I feel like I have no control and the arguing just continues