school started a few days ago and i decided it will not affect me anymore. i decided i want to be better. i don’t want to cry for every single thing anymore, i don’t want to cry because i don’t have friends. but since i woke up a few hours ago i’m feeling so lonely and sad. and i feel stupid for writing here because my problems are stupid. but i don’t have anyone else. i can’t stand myself. i can’t be in my body anymore. i want this stupid feeling to stop..