school started a few days ago and i decided it will not affect me anymore. i decided i want to be better. i don’t want to cry for every single thing anymore, i don’t want to cry because i don’t have friends. but since i woke up a few hours ago i’m feeling so lonely and sad. and i feel stupid for writing here because my problems are stupid. but i don’t have anyone else. i can’t stand myself. i can’t be in my body anymore. i want this stupid feeling to stop..
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Ya got some to write to? That’d helped me a lot since those wouldn’t cancel my progress with activities outside, would had kept me away from cigarettes overall and could had now friends to visit some day at a point of my life (successful ofc). Well, at least with the last point I lost the only one. I was too eager and the person teased me too far.
no. i don’t have anyone. even if i try talking to someone, they just laugh at me. they don’t understand how i feel. and how tough it is for me to do normal stuff sometimes…
the saddest thing is i thought i had at least one friend but i’m all alone..
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I can’t even talk to some! I do it hard just to speak now in a Cam for a School.