Today when leaving my violin class, my teacher told me in a joking way, dont die. And i laughed, i thought that was quite random. But then she added “It’s not worth it.” And then turned to her next student and started taking to them. I thought that was really odd. After the second part, it didn’t seem like she was joking anymore. We don’t talk about anything except music so, she doesn’t know anything of my life. I like to think she was just being silly, but felt it was quite out of character for her to say that. Maybe i just physically appear to be a depressed person, i dont know.