I got this account to feel less alone and I supposed a confirmation to finally be able to let go when I’m ready. The past three years have been hell for me and every time I come close to something good, the rug gets ripped from beneath my feet. I don’t think I can take any more. I need somewhere to vent where people don’t get angry at me when I actually feel comfortable enough to open up, which is rare from me with people, they get angry at me and make me feel like a horrible person for even entertaining the idea of ending my life. I will use this as a journal , so they will be provided answers when I go.
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That’s the ticket! I thought exactly the same about my SP account after a while, it works well like that.
In fact, if you want to do yourself and your family a favor, keep all of your baggage on this site, and pretend you’re fine. As you journey along the road to suicide if for some reason you decide to take a detour, no one will have been the wiser. You will just go on looking like a champion strong girl/man/male/female/transkid.
I only say this because, in the end we all suffer alone.
I find that with most friends IRL, it’s better to follow the rule “happy: together, miserable: alone”. You can find enough people here that are understanding when you use happy and miserable interchangeably, that you won’t need to burden friends IRL, trust me they’ll see it as a burden. Mental illness is like pandora’s box.
i hope this account works out for you.
Welcome… But I’m sorry you’re here.