I got this account to feel less alone and I supposed a confirmation to finally be able to let go when I’m ready. The past three years have been hell for me and every time I come close to something good, the rug gets ripped from beneath my feet. I don’t think I can take any more. I need somewhere to vent where people don’t get angry at me when I actually feel comfortable enough to open up, which is rare from me with people, they get angry at me and make me feel like a horrible person for even entertaining the idea of ending […]