I’m Ready

I’m psychotic. Ready to die. I have 8 million reasons to walk away. I just need one good one to stay. I’m praying. Trying to be normal. But I’m fucking it all up! I’m pretty sure I have dissociative identity disorder. Liv. And Bella. And me. But I thought they were all me. But they’re not. This has devastated me. Please help. I’m so fucking out of it. No one knows. I HATE MYSELF! I’m leaving.