It’s one of those terrible days of realizing nothing’s gonna change to the better. i’m tired of trying to belong.
I have the feeling i’m not human or maybe the only human in hell. surrounded by robots swiping and tapping on screens blissfully, oblivious to the world around them. i envy and pity them at the same time. this world is not mine, i have no part or role to play here. detached and alone, an invisible ghost waiting for something that will never come, waiting for the train in an old, abandoned station. it’s just me and no one else. i just want out.