Our lives are meaningless
It’s nothing but survival of the fittest, meaning survival of the best looking, most cunning, most heartless.
Is it any wonder people kill themselves
Every time I go out I just want to go home and cry, the world is hideous
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I think I feel you.
I spent a lot of my time last year walking, for excercise mostly the last time I did that was Halloween of last year I haven’t been able to move since
Some bad sh*t happened now I have no way to escape my prior tortures because that had me paralyzed for a long time.. before I had walked 1,000 miles , no cares in the world. Now I can’t leave my bedroom.
But the worst is there’s nothing worse than what’s inside my front doors where I can’t leave. I used to spend every day fantasizing about the day I’d walk to California and was training. . now I can’t leave the front door,
Yup me too. I’m tired.
The other day I was in busy central London
People seemed so happy and carefree
I don’t get it
I am in happy and carefree New York and I see it too. Its because its the holidays. People are too busy to be sad. We have black Friday and Christmas ads start playing Nov 1. Everyone is like an elf zombie. Buy buy buy! Eat eat eat! Once January rolls around people get sad. Its like the spell is broken. But some people are just happy because they are out and about and socializing. Honestly Idk what im saying. Ramble ramble. Im sad and depressed too. I go to movies and watch youtube videos. For now thats my bliss. Oh and i see a few friends and eat with them.
I agree with you.
If you have certain things (money, true friendship, good family & upbringing, talent, success, intelligence, good health, love & sex, etc.) then life is usually great and has meaning and purpose.
For the unlucky ones, who don’t have those things.. (and/or have severe mental issues) Then life is a usually a meaningless, lonely, depressing, torturous pile of shit.
Some people win the “How will my life be?” lottery but a lot strike out. I definitely struck out.