I always have dreams like guys are forcing me to touch their junk or telling me to suck their d*cks or really bad looking guys having intercourse with me in the back seat of my car, sometimes I have dreams about sick dogs walking around and then men with microscopic d*cks having intercourse with me, I had this dream I was washing my grandmothers asshole with a cloth, once I had a dream a guy shoved his extra large cock in my asshole in a community pool, I had a strange dream that I took two pregnancy tests, I had a dream that this guy in the shower was trying to get me to suck him off, on Christmas I had a dream a guy was trying to get a lady to jump on his d*ck and then the next Christmas I had a dream the lady was saying she was “going to jump on his f*cking d*ck now” once I had a dream an old acquaintance had my gun in the trunk of her car then I had a dream I was topless walking out of my car, I had a dream a policeman told me that they want to murder all lesbian woman like myself, I had this dream a repair man was rubbing his junk against me and then I went for a walk, my last dream it was just random people screaming at me and then some asshole saying he was gonna report me for having supplies that could possibly assist me in committing suicide. Sometimes I have paralysis of a bunch of random people screaming nonsense but I can’t wake up. I’d kill myself either way but don’t know what’s up with these dreams, they are kind of scary.
It’s not pretty, huh? I have flashbacks daily so a little hard to have a good life with all that. There’s more I just can’t remember them right now to describe, but you get the gist. Truly evil.
I was Mildly molested as a child about, idk 9 through 17, then I moved and it stopped for a few years but then it came back unexpectedly in my dreams while I was sleeping when I was about 20. Just 2 times at 19. A few times at 20, but then constantly at 21 through now. I try to just avoid it because my focus is on committing suicide.
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I always have dreams like guys are forcing me to touch their junk or telling me to suck their d*cks or really bad looking guys having intercourse with me in the back seat of my car, sometimes I have dreams about sick dogs walking around and then men with microscopic d*cks having intercourse with me, I had this dream I was washing my grandmothers asshole with a cloth, once I had a dream a guy shoved his extra large cock in my asshole in a community pool, I had a strange dream that I took two pregnancy tests, I had a dream that this guy in the shower was trying to get me to suck him off, on Christmas I had a dream a guy was trying to get a lady to jump on his d*ck and then the next Christmas I had a dream the lady was saying she was “going to jump on his f*cking d*ck now” once I had a dream an old acquaintance had my gun in the trunk of her car then I had a dream I was topless walking out of my car, I had a dream a policeman told me that they want to murder all lesbian woman like myself, I had this dream a repair man was rubbing his junk against me and then I went for a walk, my last dream it was just random people screaming at me and then some asshole saying he was gonna report me for having supplies that could possibly assist me in committing suicide. Sometimes I have paralysis of a bunch of random people screaming nonsense but I can’t wake up. I’d kill myself either way but don’t know what’s up with these dreams, they are kind of scary.
It’s not pretty, huh? I have flashbacks daily so a little hard to have a good life with all that. There’s more I just can’t remember them right now to describe, but you get the gist. Truly evil.
@cause-of-death-suicide That’s scary. did you had a past regarding molestations or rape?
I was Mildly molested as a child about, idk 9 through 17, then I moved and it stopped for a few years but then it came back unexpectedly in my dreams while I was sleeping when I was about 20. Just 2 times at 19. A few times at 20, but then constantly at 21 through now. I try to just avoid it because my focus is on committing suicide.
Yeah. And sometimes reality is scarier than nightmares