That must be horrendous.. no wonder you are suicidal! LOL. Some nuclear family shit, huh? That is usually the most controlling type of family. So do you hate your family or like them alright?
LOL. My family is a typical white person family except we travel and live in an rv. I have zero freedom. I don’t want to catch the bus because of them. I put the pointlessness of life, the universe, and everything. By dying, you can avoid every problem or struggle before it happens. Why struggle to be successful when you don’t have to. I’d much rather live a care free life and not have to try, but that’s not how it works. The good thing about that realization is that I wouldn’t kill myself out of emotional impulse, but because I understand that problems and death are unavoidable. No reason to go on. Anything you or I do isn’t cosmically significant. Most of us will be remember for maybe two generations and then just be a dusty old picture that someone got from their grandma. Even if we managed to change the world, we would eventually fade and the human race will cease to exist so there is no point. We are just regular people in a cosmically insignificant planet on the spiral arm of an insignificant galaxy among of a bunch of space dust.
Halloween. You can hang yourself in your front yard and everyone will mistake your body for a decoration. That would make death a bit more amusing, don’t you think?
I was always fantasizing about doing it on my 30th birthday. So that would be 11. of october 2029. I am feeling better lately, but who knows what the future holds.
I’d want to go out on an empty stomach. Birthdays would be good because then people would mourn only one day of the year compared to your birthday and deathday.
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I suppose any day you are capable of committing and ready to commit is the best day.
That’s true. But like a strategic day of the year that wouldn’t cause grief during holidays or traditionally happy times.
I have no idea I have no family so that wouldn’t really affect me. LOL.
Dangggg. Lolz. I’m living with my immediate family of my mom and dad and siblings.
That must be horrendous.. no wonder you are suicidal! LOL. Some nuclear family shit, huh? That is usually the most controlling type of family. So do you hate your family or like them alright?
LOL. My family is a typical white person family except we travel and live in an rv. I have zero freedom. I don’t want to catch the bus because of them. I put the pointlessness of life, the universe, and everything. By dying, you can avoid every problem or struggle before it happens. Why struggle to be successful when you don’t have to. I’d much rather live a care free life and not have to try, but that’s not how it works. The good thing about that realization is that I wouldn’t kill myself out of emotional impulse, but because I understand that problems and death are unavoidable. No reason to go on. Anything you or I do isn’t cosmically significant. Most of us will be remember for maybe two generations and then just be a dusty old picture that someone got from their grandma. Even if we managed to change the world, we would eventually fade and the human race will cease to exist so there is no point. We are just regular people in a cosmically insignificant planet on the spiral arm of an insignificant galaxy among of a bunch of space dust.
The day that your car breaks down, I suppose.
Oh, that’s not what you meant…
Halloween. You can hang yourself in your front yard and everyone will mistake your body for a decoration. That would make death a bit more amusing, don’t you think?
That is actually hilarious. LOLLLLL. I kind of want to go out doing something that I enjoy, but that’s not practical.
Depends on where you are going
Not like that. Lolllll.
Well, I’d say a late night in September.
Why late September?
I was always fantasizing about doing it on my 30th birthday. So that would be 11. of october 2029. I am feeling better lately, but who knows what the future holds.
Sounds like a good plan. Not too young to not experience things, but not too old to to have to deal with what comes when you are old.
Thanksgiving could be a decent choice, you’d have a nice meal beforehand at least. (hopefully)
My most likely days are my birthdays though.
I’d want to go out on an empty stomach. Birthdays would be good because then people would mourn only one day of the year compared to your birthday and deathday.