Happy birthday to me

  March 9th, 2019 by alienCY

.. I’m so empty. Some talk to fill the space within. Some eat. Others listen to music. Maybe hang around with familiar strangers; go to drink and dance. My belly’s so full I don’t feel empty inside. So sleepy, so tired… soo alone..  I’ve turned 19 today. No longer a boy right? Still alone. Still afraid to be loved but oh how much I need somebody to embrace me. How much I want to embrace a girl and protect it. How afraid I am to love.. NO; I’m afraid of not being loved in return. I want to chain a girl and make sure she is mine. Such desperate thoughs are born from my fears. So close with people yet so far away.  Don’t go away. I thought we were closer Don’t break my dream. My wish. Blow the candles and hope that all die. Or maybe just me…

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