Just do it already? Everyone’s on their earbuds and cellphones anyways, who to look up and really care.. Maybe something to take a pic of, the gruesome thing, upload it to Insta and hope for some likes. What does it matter anyways if all I can end up doing is just make one absolutely devastating mistake after another..As am busy digging out from the last here comes the new. Forever reborn in dumbfounded how it happens. Sigh, deep sigh.. Well, one more. We’ll see how deep its consequences tomorrow. We’ll keep going, sure.. Some foolish thing, face whatever will come how beat up already am. Just keep going I guess
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I know “keep going” seems so rubbish to say right now. But what is there to do anyway? When life feels like an endless spiral of mistakes and hopelessness, being told to keep going is just hope defying. There’s no more “maybe tomorrow it’ll be better” for me but hey maybe for you there will be.
Thanks for your reply.. Yeah, guess sometimes just get into the abstract concept that to “just keep going” however cruel may seem, still some kind of success.. I mean, I don’t blame those who go, my father did. And maybe that’s part of it, some Freudian competitor thing. Ha! I don’t know, I just take things too seriously, really at the heart of a lot of it, what sets up the mistakes. Maybe for you if things don’t seem better, maybe they won’t at least seem so serious, feel that could be a blessing for a lot of us. Cheers
Your instincts are wrong, you will pay the consequences it stays with you, don’t go for broke.