One night, about 6 years ago, I was staring death right in the face. I was excited about being set free from pain. I was excited about being free of all shame. I fucked up this chance I had. Then I felt mental agony all over again but had no confidence I could take up my method and try again and see it through. I failed to end it all. So after a year of not being dead and unsure if I could be I started therapy. Now I live for for some people I love, a therapist, and some cats.
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because ii dont really want to die. however at times i dont want to put up with all the bs anymore
HOPE? CHILLI CHEESE DOG’S ? The challenge? Thing’s I do enjoy, my cats, where would they be without me? they remind me everyday by biting my ankles.
i guess because i want to help myself improve. and then maybe i can show more love and empathy to others.
Im so thirsty for a drink but l only have water
because i hope i can get away one day.
im crying
Im sorry. Away meaning?
One night, about 6 years ago, I was staring death right in the face. I was excited about being set free from pain. I was excited about being free of all shame. I fucked up this chance I had. Then I felt mental agony all over again but had no confidence I could take up my method and try again and see it through. I failed to end it all. So after a year of not being dead and unsure if I could be I started therapy. Now I live for for some people I love, a therapist, and some cats.