I fell i took too many wrong turns in my life, somewhere I lost myself and I was so coward to go back and just keep going, just following the current.
Now i have a nice job and can support myself and live well. But I just fell so lonely and miserable, I have losed all my friends and separated from my family, not because I wanted but because I’m incapable to connect with people. I don’t know why, it makes me furious!!! It is like I’m destined to rot alone. I’m so sad.
I wish I could go back to those sunny days with my friends , I miss all that warm and the joy! But I can’t help it, I can’t scape this fucking curse. My life is empty , I’m empty. And it just doesn’t seem worth it, you know?