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I’m afraid I lost myself

by justsad21

I fell i took too many wrong turns in my life, somewhere I lost myself and I was so coward to go back and just keep going, just following the current.

Now i have a nice job and  can support myself and live well. But I just fell so lonely and miserable, I have losed all my friends and separated from my family, not because I wanted but because I’m incapable to connect with people. I don’t know why, it makes me furious!!! It is like I’m destined to rot alone. I’m so sad.

I wish I could go back to those sunny days with my friends , I miss all that warm and the joy! But  I can’t help it, I can’t scape this fucking curse. My life is empty , I’m empty. And it just doesn’t seem worth it, you know?

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Once 7/12/2019 - 8:20 am

Yes, I do know.

rocketman 7/12/2019 - 9:41 am

I understand did it myself, those days are gone forever, you have to do like your doing keep up the good work. Eventually something will happen to make it worth it. WE HOPE! 🙂

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