I’m done with life now. It’s never going to get better. I’m going to try to enjoy what I have left of the vacation with my family but after I get back to school in September, if all goes the way I’ve planned, I’ll be dead. I just can’t keep living, life will never be worth it, I will forever be a waste of space. I was thinking of just slitting my wrists after downing a bottle or two of Tylenol or a similar over-the-counter medicine. I’ve heard how painful and hard it is to overdose but at this point I’m real desperate.
I tried getting help by seeing the appropriate people in school but it obviously hasn’t been very effective. Another year of living in misery is just too much for me to go through again, for the sixteenth time. I hate to do this to my family, but they’ll get over it eventually, right?
So I guess bye.