I tried to kill myself earlier today by downing a bunch of pills. I haven’t seeked treatment yet and I know that I made a mistake doing that. I don’t know what to do anymore, I don’t want to hurt my family. I’ve been hospitalized for being suicidal before, I tried to get help then, but they ended up sending me to child protective services because I wasn’t safe to go home and I’m scared I’m going to be sent back there again if I go to the hospital. I know I should go to the hospital, but I’m really scared. I know I’m going […]
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OnlyOneWayOut
I’m done with life now. It’s never going to get better. I’m going to try to enjoy what I have left of the vacation with my family but after I get back to school in September, if all goes the way I’ve planned, I’ll be dead. I just can’t keep living, life will never be worth it, I will forever be a waste of space. I was thinking of just slitting my wrists after downing a bottle or two of Tylenol or a similar over-the-counter medicine. I’ve heard how painful and hard it is to overdose but at this point I’m real desperate.
I tried getting […]