i’m seeing myself, the things around me, as me, in third person.
i’m seeing everything at once, i’m hearing everything at once, i ‘m feeling nothing but everything at once.
i don’t understand what this is, i can’t identify myself as myself anymore. i can’t even hate myself because i can’t recognize her anymore. i feel strange, i can’t explain it.
everything feels new, my hands, the pillow, the world. i feel like i’ve been born one second ago, i want to show you what i see, but i don’t know what i see either. i feel like i’m slowly going insane from the imagery and art i want to create, i don’t understand. i can’t remember my past, i can’t remember my goals, i’m not even on drug, i’m feeling a emotion of another person.
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I know how that feels. Everything feels wrong. Out of place. Almost like you’re watching everything like a movie. That supper you had. Tastes amazing. But you didn’t taste it. That pretty flower you’re holding. Feels miles away. Yet in your grasp. It’s nice to know I’m not alone 🙂
I felt the same, had no memories, no feelings , no “ME”. Everything i sad didn’t belong to me like the words or laugh wasn’t mine and fear is the only thing you are able to “feel” . I was sure i went insane . I don’t know what’s “wrong” with you but i sufferd from brain fog caused by food allergies.