i failed. i failed my suicide attempt. no i do not regret attempting. i regret not being more strategical so i would have died. after 5 weeks spent in the psych ward and majority of my friends gone, im lost. i feel lost and empty
Failed attempts suck. I’ve been there. Tried a 100 sleeping pills only too survive. That was over ten years ago and I can say with hand on heart I wished I hadn’t survived.
I failed an attempt. I bought a shotgun after waiting for 13 years, and praying every day and night to be dead, and then when I wasn’t looking, these f*cking creepers came and stole it.
I’ve never had any friends but I did have to spend 28 days in the mental hospital and that was when I was raped for the first time since I was 9. Since, I have been raped 182 more times.
What a horrible and worthless things, those psych wards. Must be those sadistic Christians. Trying to make everyone follow along with their close-minded belief systems.
5 weeks in a psych ward is probably more than enough for anyone to want to die, nevermind how things were before. Those places are a big reason I’ve never attempted. There are some things worse than death.
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Failed attempts suck. I’ve been there. Tried a 100 sleeping pills only too survive. That was over ten years ago and I can say with hand on heart I wished I hadn’t survived.
I failed an attempt. I bought a shotgun after waiting for 13 years, and praying every day and night to be dead, and then when I wasn’t looking, these f*cking creepers came and stole it.
I’ve never had any friends but I did have to spend 28 days in the mental hospital and that was when I was raped for the first time since I was 9. Since, I have been raped 182 more times.
What a horrible and worthless things, those psych wards. Must be those sadistic Christians. Trying to make everyone follow along with their close-minded belief systems.
What happened?
Do you want to talk about any of it?
5 weeks in a psych ward is probably more than enough for anyone to want to die, nevermind how things were before. Those places are a big reason I’ve never attempted. There are some things worse than death.