If I went back to who I was, what is the worst that could happen. The old me was so happy just living. Yet for some reason i’m scared of being normal again. It’s been years since I was happy just being alive and going through the motions of life. Then it took one girl to unravel my life, that’s bullshit and I know it. Still there’s something holding me back…
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i think i know the feeling. i seemed happy anyway. everyone was treating me like shit but they were paying attention to me. and then my husband came along and i dropped all of it. now im thinking….lets go back. so i almost got raped and guys took advantage of me. whats the worse that could happen, right? i was having “fun” thats all that matters, isnt it?