I believe in fate, I know some things must happen for life as a whole to continue. Thinking this way, I believe I’ve played my part in this life, my part ended a long time ago, and I’m just going on bc life didn’t had any major plans for my death. So lucky me(?) I guess… I’m not exactly old, but I know I was born just to make my parents to stay together and to take care of my siblings. There’s nothing else waiting for me in this world. I became strong, I became the main role model for them. They’re perfectly fine, have awesome life’s, full of everything they deserved.

So now, I’m just dragging myself downhill to death basically. Yeah, it’s enough