My Suicide NoteRantslife is meaningless by deamluna 4/2/2020 written by deamluna 4/2/2020always get out of the hole to get sucked right back in. i mean nothing to anyone and im lying to myself if i think anyone will give a fuck when im dead. 1 comment 3EmailRelated posts 5/31/2020 5/30/2020 5/29/2020 5/28/2020 5/27/2020I can’t take this anymore 5/27/2020 5/26/2020Lost and Found 5/25/2020 5/24/2020Site visitor for 5 years, this is my... 5/24/20201 comment Hazy Day Sunflower 4/2/2020 - 7:49 pmI felt like this last week. People get over the death of loved ones. They just trudge on and one day it’s like they never existed.I just keep walking but some days, walking is pointless.I’m not helping here am I. Not sure I can. It doesn’t get better, it just gets different. One day I looked back and I was what felt like a million miles away from my last psychotic break. Not sure how I came out the other side. I have no answers.Just posting a stream of mud filled rain seems to help on days like this. Maybe tomorrow the rain will have less mud. Maybe the mud helps the plants. Either way it fills my room and I can hardly breath. Log in to Reply Leave a Comment Cancel ReplyYou must be logged in to post a comment.Subscribe to comments: Don't subscribeAllReplies to my comments Notify me of followup comments via e-mail. You can also subscribe without commenting.