I don’t know. Driving to a remote location by myself and just sitting there with only my own company and no one to worry about for a few hours sounds nice. Then just drift to sleep, alone and peaceful.
I’ve fantasized about dying in a park like this, in my car, drifting off to sleep as I look at the trees and flowers. But I don’t have anything to reliably overdose on. It’s a fantasy.
I want to be in a peaceful spot. Say a field with a peaceful lake. I want to spend a day or 2 there fishing and having a picnic, just enjoying my time with my loved ones. And at the end I want to lay down and look up at the night sky filled with stars, (ok this part kinda made me cry lol) I want my loved ones to hold me. Touch my hand or something so I know they are close by. And then I just want to smile knowing I’m finally at peace and close my eyes.
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I’ve fantasized about dying in a park like this, in my car, drifting off to sleep as I look at the trees and flowers. But I don’t have anything to reliably overdose on. It’s a fantasy.
I want to be in a peaceful spot. Say a field with a peaceful lake. I want to spend a day or 2 there fishing and having a picnic, just enjoying my time with my loved ones. And at the end I want to lay down and look up at the night sky filled with stars, (ok this part kinda made me cry lol) I want my loved ones to hold me. Touch my hand or something so I know they are close by. And then I just want to smile knowing I’m finally at peace and close my eyes.
beautiful