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I’ve been thinking about things that have happened to me a lot lately, and I have realised that I am stranded, stuck, lost, alone in this world now.

My parents, as much as I love them dearly, have no idea about what I’ve been through, and wouldn’t (couldn’t) understand if they did.

My friends don’t understand why I am not the same, why I am not the old me. They have noticed that I am not miraculously better, even after being given time and space.

The only one who does know, is the one that left me like this, and they don’t care. They just went back to their life, to their family, to their friends and just cast me aside.

I don’t know if the fact that they can all go about their lives being the same, being steady, being them, makes me mad or sad.

Probably both.

Yeah, it’s both.

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maryjain1e 7/23/2020 - 11:57 am

i’m so sorry for whatever you’re dealing with. i know you can do it. i know you can. i am here for you. we are here for you. you’re so strong, please never give up : )

DovaKitten 7/30/2020 - 10:29 pm

Thank you.. I really needed to hear that today x

boskobay 7/23/2020 - 3:47 pm

I know what its like to feel stranded, alone and lost. Its an unimaginable feeling to anyone who hasn’t felt that way. Your friends and family don’t mean to be inconsiderate of your feelings and situation. They just may not understand, I do understand and there are many of us who can truly relate. Find someone who can relate and talk to them like you are doing now, anytime you feel alone and lost. People change and that one of the only constants in life. Struggles only make you stronger and it only means you are growing in life. You just have to keep your head up and find a new circle of trust in life. You have just outgrown yours don’t look at it as a obstacle it is a blessing in disguise. Some people never grow or change their whole entire lives and that’s not living at all. They tell us that “Time heals all” and its just not true. Time heals some, but not all. If you stay stuck in your situation and mind frame than time will only make everything worse. There are some of us in the world who must find a different way of healing than most. Don’t wait for things to get better, it won’t happen. You have a different path in life and so believe in the universe and the supreme and find new meaning in life. Live your own life for you and know you are special, because you are not exactly like everyone around you. You wont be dissapointed.

DovaKitten 7/30/2020 - 10:30 pm

Thank you for your words of wisdom x

boskobay 8/16/2020 - 12:11 pm

My Pleasure! Anytime!

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