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I want so badly to be free

by alina_01

Free from this world and free from this life. My family remains the same pieces of shit that they are. I had a significant other that is broken from my pain. Now he causes my pain and he does it without blinking. It’s over I feel it now, and it sucks. I will be spending my time off in the hospital because yet again my elderly relative is sick and no one else will step up. I have the weight of the world on my shoulders.  That world is crumbling on top of me and I can’t keep going on like this. I can’t try to salvage a relationship that has clearly ended. I can’t try and reason with toxic relatives. I can’t continue being 2 elderly relatives full time nurse. What about me? I’m always over looked I’m always putting others before myself and for what?? I want to chose me for once, I want to be free. And I shouldn’t feel like they only way that can happen is in death. I should be able to live and be free.

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Abnormal.Thoughts 12/27/2020 - 9:57 am

You should be proud of yourself for being so caring. One day the others will regret not being there but you will always know you did what was right. That said, you should do something for yourself too, it doesn’t have to be extravagant or big but it should be for you.

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