Tired

I’m sorry about everything. You know a lot of times people have a lot wrong in their life but a lot good too. You’re probably cool and have fun sometimes. It’s my birthday today but I’m just on here reading your writing. Guess it’s what I wanna do. I’m not saying that everybody is like me but I had problems at the hospital and the best thing for me was to get away from it. I found I was better on my own. Again, I don’t know your situation but mental health treatment is almost always bad and unhelpful. They gave my family a bunch of pills and it made one person die, another kind of went nuts, another brain damaged. I’m just super skeptical of the hospital and people. I remember in med school everyone knew they only had so many spots in the program and everyone was a jerk to each other trying to get them to quit so they would have a better chance and then they could take all the money from sick people. They’re are good people but it seems to be a rarity. You have to look at yourself and determine what you need and then go get it. You just gotta figure it out. Do not mess with the hospital. My advise would just to be strong and look for the good in life and try and forget the bad. The next time you’re feeling happy or laughing or something remember some internet guy say ha I caught you. I live for the good moments even though sometimes they’re few and far between.