hello Im Andrianna and im 13. Im severely depressed and suicidal. its like no one can see me no one matters if im dead…so why not just die? life doesn’t matter anymore.. nothing does if someone is out there who can help me pls help this is my email andriannamueller@gmail.com
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God I’m about to act like a parent here… just popping by to say be extremely careful with dropping your email on a public forum as a 13 your old girl.
A lot of people will outright keep their distance and avoid messaging you because it can be seen as pretty creepy for them to do so. My advice to you, if you want to take it and be able to have a real conversation on here with the potential creep factor removed (and to make commentors feel safer) is to omit your age so people have an open conversation rather an an awkward or creepy one.
That being said, I don’t know your situation, but do you have parents? You really need to talk to them about this even if you’re fighting or something.
I am a parent so if I sound like one that makes sense. I’m sorry you are feeling this way, and when I was young dealing with these same feelings I know that the patronizing doesn’t really help and you don’t believe what you’re being told, but you have so many major life changes ahead of you and sometimes things do get better, so please just give it a chance.
I’m not sure what your relationship with your parents is, maybe there is another adult you are more comfortable with, but you should at least tell someone you’re depressed and see if you can see a therapist or something, sometimes it helps to chat with someone non-judgmental about your deeper and darker thoughts.
I’ve been working on recovery for about 4 years and am finally starting to get somewhere.
I’ve been abused in multiple ways by many people since I was born until now (21)
If you’d like, I’d like to help you.
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