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by elleInWi

Wish everytime i took a step forward, i didnt get knocked back 3. Life has been kicking my a** for over 3 decades and i just cant seem to get it to back off and let me be happy or just let good things happen.

Even the shelter “therapist” told me today that normal people do have bad things happen to them but that I seem to get hit alot more than most normal people and that she feels bad for me. So even my downfall baffles people n stresses em out cuz they know theres no loop hole for me to escape these intense hits the universe attacks me with.

1 can only hope that when i do die, the least that ahole in the sky can do is let me rest in peace. My life is 1 emotionally exhausting trainwreck that hits me in every way possible, esp in the wallet. So help me if god created me just to see how much trauma n stress 1 person can actually handle. Or i was the scape goat for other peoples sins.

Idk. But fingers crossed someone sends somethin good my way so some of this weight on my shoulders can be lifted. Atleast for my kids sake. Cuz they really dont deserve to suffer along side me and they dont need to see their mom struggle tooth n nail 24/7.

 

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Idfk anymore, I'm just here I guess 3/9/2021 - 12:55 am

Yeah I’m sorry, but didn’t I like… Write you intricately thorough instructions on how to avail yourself of your situation, which you then proceeded to not only ignore, but failed to even acknowledge? It just seems like you aren’t even trying, but just complaining.

elleInWi 3/9/2021 - 7:40 am

I lived on low income housing 5 years ago. And it was the worst thing that ever happened to us. 1. We got harrassed by neighbors daily 2. Car got vandalized everyother day an costed me alot of money to repair 3. 2 women threatened my kids safety there 4. They took 65% of my income not 30% like housing claims 5. Landlord raised my rent $40 as punishment for my autistic son who has meltdowns n disturbed the peace. 6. My apartment got broken into 4x 7. When i finally moved out of low income housing the landlord gave me a $1,900 bill and told me i had a week to pay her before she would send me to collections because again she broke the rules of her job n kept an eye on my bank account n said i had the money to pay it. It costed me more money to live on housing then it did to live in a regular apartment.
Im trying to get a car so i can go out and get a decent job. I dont want welfare because the hoops u jump through for $600 is retarded. Plus if those people calculate it wrong which they do out of spite, youd end up havin to pay some of that back. Which ive had to in the past. They claimed i owed workforce $364.
And also, no1 told u to comment. If i wanna complain about my never ending bad luck on how i get job rejection emails etc i can. Oh and another complain i have is, i havent recieved mail since the 1st week of january so none of my jobs will call me back so i can get my taxes done. So thats another thing tickin me off. Any words of wisdom there?! Because ive left voicemails to both companies sad thing is 1 of my jobs was at a psychiatric hospital and no1 will respond to me prob because theyre lazy as well

system 3/9/2021 - 10:37 am

What the fuck…? That’s the most insensitive shit to say. It’s like you don’t even understand her fucking situation. Get your head out of your ass.

elleInWi 3/9/2021 - 7:40 am

Btw i read your stuff, sometimes i dont feel the need to respond. But believe me, my retarded a** saw it, so why dont u stop whining

Abnormal.Thoughts 3/9/2021 - 8:48 am

I know you have a really bad string of luck, I also recommended section 8 housing, I’ve never had to do any of that, I’m shit at paperwork and hate so I would just as well figure something else out, but I didn’t realize how rough it could be. I really feel for your situation and o would love to help you out if I could.
Have you considered reaching out on Facebook for assistance? I see it all the time where I am, someone describes their hardships and ask for a cheap car that they can make payments on and people start throwing free stuff at them. Maybes small camper to live in too. There are still good people in the world, a few anyways, you just have to find them.

Abnormal.Thoughts 3/9/2021 - 8:49 am

Excuse all the typos here, phone typing sucks.

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