Talking to a crisis hotline today did not help me with the issues im facing. Ive had never ending traumatic events happen to me every month ever since last august and every1 has been involved. Human services, cps, behavioral services and now the cops. Im being accused of something i didnt do because my dad is out for revenge ever since i got him arrested for sexually assaulting my son. So hes been determined to ruin my life, hes already taken everything away from me, and made me and my kids homeless. But it wasnt enough for him. Now hes accussing me of ordering a phone in his account, which i didnt do nor did i know anything about it til a detective called me. But again who would believe someone like me whose already at rock bottom. Rich people get away with whatever they want and people like me suffer. If i off myself, i wouldnt have to keep fighting or struggle. Ive battled a non winning battle for over 30yrs and im just so tired. I never had the chance to be weak, i was always told i had to be strong, but look at me, look where i ended up even though i kept fighting n kept moving. It did nuthin but bring me closer to the abyss. Idk what to do anymore. I have no one but my kids. I cant keep doing this alone. I need help. I need someone to stick up for me against these bullies. Ive never felt so alone then i do now.