Is it stupid to commit suicide over someone? Like someone you can’t live without. For the most part have all the family and friends in the world that I could need. But there’s a part of me that is empty without this person. I’m incomplete without them. I’m alone without that person. The emptiness is no longer there with I’m with her but she’s gone and feel like I should go too.
share your suicide story
Report Post
Please log in to report posts
4 comments
A mixed cocktail of thoughts and emotions. This person filled a void within you that you alone have yet to invite in.
I too know that void and emptiness. Mixed cocktail of poison, delusion, doubt.
I wanted to end my life because she was gone. Because she left me. Alone. Without any word.
Pain like I have never felt before. The belt wrapped around my neck, writhing in tears. Asking myself, “is this what you want?”
No. I don’t really want that. I want the pain to stop. I wanted her back. But that won’t happen.
I have to and must walk through the fire. Gonna burn like Gandalf, but purity rises and strengthens in that fire.
How long, how long must I suffer. How long am I willing or allowing myself to suffer. When will I say – enough.
You are not stupid. You are worthy of love and worthy of another in your life.
Confused and filled with delusion. Like someone standing in a fun house of warped mirrors distorting your view of who you really are.
Will this be easy. No. I wish I could say it will be, but it won’t.
You are not stupid. And ending your life for that person. Ultimately, not what you really really want.
I send you love and support. May you rise like the Phoenix through your fire of purification.
Thanks, I needed that.
You are so very welcome! I wish I could do more.
I think that’s normal. I think most people get suicidal because of others in some way.