One thing that really helped me to relieve the depression is micro dosing Cubensis or Magic Mushrooms. The last batch I used as medicine also had Lion’s Mane stacked together. I was pleasantly surprised at how much better I felt after a microdose.
I am also attracted to having an Ayahuasca healing session. I have heard many good things about Ayahuasca – like one session was worth ten years of sessions with a therapist. I never saw any value in burdening another human with the dark thoughts that haunt me.
It seems like Mother Earth has the medicine for us whenever we are ready to accept it. I will get back to you and let you know how the Ayahuasca healing session went. I don’t know when I will be able to get one. I won’t give up on trying to heal and I hope you don’t give up either.