I want to cut i want to cut so badly right now i swear i was doing better i really was but now i just really really really need to —- okay. I mean, honestly why shouldnt I? Who is to say it is a bad thing? Sure, its self-destructive, but the only thing I’m damaging is myself right, so why would anyone else care about this? Its my issue. Mine. Should I not do it, just to comply with some idea of health propagated by a society that cares more about functioning than well-being anyways?
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Not sure if you would consider this idea, but you might need to go to a psychiatric hospital if it gets worse. I’ve been in a situation where I reached my lowest and went to get help. It doesn’t always work, but it’s worth a try. At least then, you can say you did all you could. Medication and therapy is another thing, but it’s not for everyone. It’s understandable. Just know there’s no shame in going to a psych ward to seek help. I’ve been there around 40 times and I manage to take something from being there and learning coping. Not easy, but I just did me. I had to force myself back into playing music and gaming. Do the things you most enjoy. Take your time if you must. I wish you luck.