nothing bad has happened, not yet.
as this day reaches its end, i get this very very sickly feeling in my stomach. butterflies! so many.. i can feel myself almost puking out of anxiety.
but not because anything bad is gonna happen tomorrow (i hope). i’m going to a club in my school, and hopefully meet some new friends. i know if i’m that anxious, i probably shouldn’t go, but i still want friends. i won’t let some butterflies stop me.
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well.. it didn’t go as planned
i embarrassed myself.. i did horrible. i’m not meant to have friends.
What happened?
i made a fool of myself. only one person wanted to play with me in the club i went to, but even so i couldn’t set things up properly. i embarrassed myself thinking i could make any friends, im a fucking loser