I’m tired of suffering
I’m tired of being in pain 24/7
I’m tired of all my health problems
I’m tired of being depressed all the time
I’m tired of not being productive and not accomplishing anything
I’m tired of penny pinching
I’m tired of constantly worrying about money
I’m tired of all the things I want to do but can’t without the money to do it
And that includes fixing my health, which I can’t do without a lot of $$$.
I’m tired of being angry and bitter at life
I’m tired of the universe constantly throwing shit at me
I’ve had to suffer since I was 5.
Why won’t the universe just give me a fucking break for once?
For once hand me something GOOD.
I’m tired of it all.
Fuck this universe and all the shit it’s given me.
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I could have written this myself, I so get it. I wish I had an answer, I don’t. It is hell, I know it is. I’m sorry you are suffering. I really am.
Sometimes I think the universe or “god” enjoying shitting on people just for a laugh. I can’t imagine being that cruel, but I have no other explanation.
I truly hope things get better for you.
thanks. i need money to get better. that’s really the solution. with that i can live in a better place, eat better food, get better healthcare, etc. i’m depressed BECAUSE i am stuck.
exactly. that’s why i do not believe in a “god” bc why would you create conditions of misery on Earth if there really was a benevolent god? i mean they say god can literally create anything, and this is what he creates?