Or ourselves? -_-
Why do some of us have to be deep thinkers? Thinking only leads to unhappiness and unrest.
Why do some of us want MORE in our lives? Wanting anything more than the status quo or mediocrity leads to unhappiness and unrest.
Why do I have to be so depressed all the time? Life just doesn’t feel full of energy and life. Life just feels tired and having to drag our heavy asses around just to do the basic necessities.
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from a former hedonist; seeking pleasure is not that much better than where I am now. Seeking happiness doesn’t make me happy. Happiness is a surprise, I don’t think it can be created by planning.
Ignorance is bliss though, but from what I’ve seen I never had any chance at ignorance. I was reading adult level literature before I was out of middle school. All that reading, it introduced me to other ways of thinking, and everyone around me was so pro reading.
Maybe if I had gotten to unlimited tv and video games younger, some decent distraction to numb me against seeking knowledge.
IDK, knowledge is also why I can’t buy into the self hatred pattern. I’m not a bad person. I can do awful things, and I’ve made mistakes, but so can most people…. I don’t “deserve” this, none of us do.
so that’s me, I can tell **** from shinola, rare but small achievement that is
I’m not sure why we can’t just be happy. I’m always looking at what others can do and what I can’t do. Always wishing to be better than I am but too worthless to try and improve. Hope you will find times where you aren’t depressed. I hope you have times of genuine happiness.