I care about you, if you’re still there know that at least one would miss you. It’s not too late, if you’re still reading this even if you’ve taken the poison you can check into the hospital. Better still, feeble hope that it is, perhaps you haven’t taken it
if you haven’t, please don’t. You’re a lovely and kind person, the world is far too short on those. Regardless, I’ve enjoyed knowing you, and will miss you. Please hold on, every link in the chain makes it easier for the rest of us. Selfish of me though that is.
I’m sorry happiness didn’t reach you in any way. Hopefully you’ll sit on everything a while longer, make sure, that you’ve done everything you’ve ever wanted to do. Even if it’s something silly or telling somebody off.
You’ve put a big word on making your own decisions, so I won’t tell you what to do. We’re all here, if you need us. Thank you for sharing your pain.
This world is hardcore, in a way, human interaction consists of being impolite in the extreme or simply ignorant, by being passive. I can only use what resources I’ve been given, to tell others, they’ve been an @rsehole. Some people really need to hear this, cause everybody just nods and agrees to madness.
Sorry, got a bit sidetracked.
Hope we’ll read something from you soon, or if not, that you’re at least semi-okay out there, wherever you may be!
I drank some SN. I have more to go. I wish I had more Vodka.
Here’s an example of how the world stomps. Just a cherry. “I’m so ugly” if it wasn’t removed by the time I pass. Lol Crazy, life. I feel good, for once. Having control.
I used to be the biggest Gaga fan as a child. Now her music is kinda “eh”. Born this way is really fitting for a lot of people trying to find real confidence. I love her old piano covers. (Not sure, it can be a cover if you remake your own song tho)
Or this, real punch. Oh, Ashley Grow up you’re so. Fucking. Ugly. then my work, at the end. But I’m tired of feeling unheard. So see it how you want. Doesn’t matter anymore.
mixed feelings on that. Guardedly glad you’re still here, there’s more time. Also glad that your attempt didn’t damage you such that another attempt is weeks out, because that happens.
but I know how much it hurts for an attempt to fail. I can only imagine how much you must be hurting now from it.
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I care about you, if you’re still there know that at least one would miss you. It’s not too late, if you’re still reading this even if you’ve taken the poison you can check into the hospital. Better still, feeble hope that it is, perhaps you haven’t taken it
if you haven’t, please don’t. You’re a lovely and kind person, the world is far too short on those. Regardless, I’ve enjoyed knowing you, and will miss you. Please hold on, every link in the chain makes it easier for the rest of us. Selfish of me though that is.
I’m sorry happiness didn’t reach you in any way. Hopefully you’ll sit on everything a while longer, make sure, that you’ve done everything you’ve ever wanted to do. Even if it’s something silly or telling somebody off.
You’ve put a big word on making your own decisions, so I won’t tell you what to do. We’re all here, if you need us. Thank you for sharing your pain.
This world is hardcore, in a way, human interaction consists of being impolite in the extreme or simply ignorant, by being passive. I can only use what resources I’ve been given, to tell others, they’ve been an @rsehole. Some people really need to hear this, cause everybody just nods and agrees to madness.
Sorry, got a bit sidetracked.
Hope we’ll read something from you soon, or if not, that you’re at least semi-okay out there, wherever you may be!
I drank some SN. I have more to go. I wish I had more Vodka.
Here’s an example of how the world stomps. Just a cherry. “I’m so ugly” if it wasn’t removed by the time I pass. Lol Crazy, life. I feel good, for once. Having control.
https://youtu.be/–KekUCRd3w
I used to be the biggest Gaga fan as a child. Now her music is kinda “eh”. Born this way is really fitting for a lot of people trying to find real confidence. I love her old piano covers. (Not sure, it can be a cover if you remake your own song tho)
Or this, real punch. Oh, Ashley Grow up you’re so. Fucking. Ugly. then my work, at the end. But I’m tired of feeling unheard. So see it how you want. Doesn’t matter anymore.
https://youtu.be/58hoktsqk_Q
I don’t have nausea medication. I feel it though. Slightly. If only. Thanks for your support. I appreciate it
Attempt failed. Gonna try again tomorrow.
mixed feelings on that. Guardedly glad you’re still here, there’s more time. Also glad that your attempt didn’t damage you such that another attempt is weeks out, because that happens.
but I know how much it hurts for an attempt to fail. I can only imagine how much you must be hurting now from it.
anyway, I’m here if you need.