Fucking fungus is EVIL. I’m literally fucking cursed with this shit.
Most of my current issue now is dealing with my fucking fungus. it literally takes up HOURS of my time EVERY SINGLE DAY dealing with this shit. Constant putting on creams, vinegar, oils, and showering and scrubbing and this and that, literally half my day is spent battling this shit. It doesn’t go away, it only spreads. And no, there isn’t any easy cream or lotion or pill that gets rid of it. Last line of attack is this really noxious pill that is ONLY about 60%. While it is 100% going to destroy your liver.
IDK what to do. It’s growing out of control. I can’t exactly go see a “dr” for it (99% of allopathic drs in the west are completely useless and only dispense toxic drugs) and I don’t want toxic drugs to screw up my liver and health even worse.
If it wasn’t for dealing with this fungus on my SKIN that’s been spreading ever since my family made me move out of my original place last year, the fungus has spread. It was just on my foot before. And having to move from shitty apt to shitty apt fucked it up.
How do I achieve my goals and move overseas and get everything squared away there when I have to deal with my fungus on a daily basis? And I worry if it’ll spread even worse there bc it won’t be as easy to buy stuff- there is no Amazon or online delivery. Everything is in another language and you have to go store to store to find things and buy them like it was 1990. You can’t exactly look up stuff online and buy it like you do here. BUT I can’t afford the proper healthcare/food/etc here in the US.
I can’t stay in this shitty box, this so called “studio” bc it’s a crappy tiny room I’m in and the walls are literally paper thin. I can hear neighbors phone ringing, I can hear them WALKING. FUCKING WALKING.
They are being awful and nasty to me, putting on this vibration thing that fucks with my health, but I’m also afraid that if they move out, that the new tenants who move in will be even worse. Bc that usually is the shit that happens to me.
I can’t deal with this shit. If I at least didn’t have to deal with this fungus on a daily basis, I could probably deal with expatting out of here. But this fungus is spreading more and more, and it’s itchy as fuck. Once it gets into a new area of skin, you can’t get rid of it, and it SPREADS and SPREADS.
FML. Just FML. As if I didn’t already have enough internal mental issues. This shit is literally driving me to suicide. If I had a bottle of N, I’d fucking drink it and that’d be that. No more dealing with my fungus. No more dealing with my shit life.
I CAN’T FUCKING TAKE THIS
I CAN’T FUCKING TAKE THIS
I CAN’T FUCKING TAKE THIS
I CAN’T FUCKING TAKE THIS
I CAN’T FUCKING TAKE THIS
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I agree, fungus is indeed evil
HP Lovecraft was right, in the Fungi from Yuggoth
I think all of his demons were variations of fungus…. but it’s been awhile since I read some of those stories. Did you know that was also why we can’t have certain fruits? fungi evolved into a blight that makes cultivating them impossible at commercial scale… you’d have to fly to where ever in the world their natural habitat is, and contact a specialty grower
it’s literally easier to get cocaine or heroine than certain bananas, and that’s just bananas
I’ll stop now.
no one warns us about this kind of shit. like they’re always warning us of stupid shit like eating chips, or eating McD, or doing weed, or smoking or whatever the fuck society keeps warning us 24-7 about. NO ONE EVER talks about how deadly fungus is or how fucking hard it is to get rid of once you get it. I can guarantee you catching toenail fungus and having it spread ruins your life way more than eating at McD, bc you spend literally 24-7 EVERY SINGLE day actively trying to combat this. And if you slack off for one day (I’m currently using natural remedies) it grows out of control. Or if it’s humid. Like where I fucking am RN. FML. :'( I swear to fucking god, my life was fucked from the day I was conceived. Just FUCKED.
lol @heartless, SP is so inactive in comments. apparently, the last time someone made a comment was 36 HOURS ago. Until your current comment above.
Humm.. yeah.. have similar problem but, not sure I fight it 24/7.. maybe I should. It is a problem for me because I’m rather fat and I work physically in a shop where it’s pretty hot in the summer, like these days. So I sweat, a lot. Behind the ears, thy, ass.. gotta put cream every day but, it should be twice a day according to instructions. Doctor would prescribe a cream that has a corticosteroid in it on top of the anti-fungus, to help with the itch, but it thins your skin in the long run. I just buy canesten cream on amazon, it’s pretty harmless, healthwise, I think.. keeps it under control but, it never really goes away. I am not really doing much effort into cleaning my place tho.. like bedsheets, the bathtub, etc, so, I thought that was the issue..
not sure natural remedies is the answer tbh, I’d say science sometimes is a better soclution overall. It ain’t perfect but, anyway.
hope you get better