That’s my life rn. I’m on a sinking leaking boat, but all I have is a small cup to toss the water out. I don’t have any other tools, and so I am forced to empty it out one small cup at a time. It’s a losing fruitless endeavor, but there is nothing bigger than the cup.
I can’t jump onto another boat bc there’s none nearby, there is no one out there throwing me a rope. And no life vest with no skill to swim. I actually don’t know how to swim IRL. So yeah.
That’s in essence my life rn. I’m drowning on a sinking boat with holes.
You then think drowning would be easy. But no. Killing oneself with restrictions- namely quickly, painlessly and guaranteed to work- is not easy to do.
Cannot attempt and fuck up my body even more. Also no good method or materials to die quickly and painlessly. But also cannot live the shit life I have with all the fucking problems I have.
SO what do I do?
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I know what you mean, about finding a method that is a sure shot.. there is always a chance you’ll survive but would be 10x worse with new disability/etc. I know a few that would be sorta easy but, this ain’t the place for that.
Well.. gotta find a way to optimize that cup my dude, and start draining that boat.. (sry if it’s wrong gender)
Sucks I know, but we all have problems. People here do have more than “normies” but.. I mean, there is a lot of things one can do about problems in this day and age. not trying to diminish your issues but, just saying this is probably a will issue, and not a problems getting out of hand issue.. or maybe I’m wrong, I don’t really know what kind of challenge you are facing.
I mean, if I look at myself, there is a LOT of shit to fix..
Can I be sure it can’t be fixed? Nah.. it’s just me being in a loop of destruction I guess, and when I have a bad day at work this makes things looks like mount everest of problems
It’s fairly easy to find someone worse off that is more happy than one self.. so, why are we so unhappy?
Its a question I’d like to know the answer…