I think I have lot of complexities about my body and looks . I feel like I’m not the way I like to be . I really worry thinking of it everyday . I like a person …. but I feel like that person doesn’t deserve me …. I feel like I’m not a perfect match for that person …… I understand we must have self love for ourself and shit . But I feel I’m not beautiful in anyway ….. I don’t know what to do to overcome thissssss. I suffer a lot thinking about this ….. I don’t know what to do seriously ? This is making me cry cry and cryyy. Why I’m like thisss . Why God has blessed me like thisssss. Whom shall I blame …. I’m unlucky in all way ….. today is an auspicious day in our traditional culture. But all depression come today and attacks me in all direction . I can’t be me ….