I think a lot about that book I read as a child, The Giver. The main character was special because he had capacity to See Beyond. I feel like that book was prophetic in the way it describes what it feels like trying to break out of society, trying to describe something that goes against what most people understand.
Anyway, I’m not going to start talking like Charles Manson or David Karesh. I’m no prophet. Just some guy with an idea I feel like trying. I felt really strong when the idea was right in front of me; the property was on the market, and enough people believed in me I thought I just needed to gather a few more stakeholders and I could make it a reality.
Now I realize it may take longer. The property is off market. It doesn’t have to be that one of course. The plan is flexible. I don’t have to have more stakeholders. There’s just difficulty, having faith outside of myself. I need to know where to put my feet, and these shifts make that harder.
but this is not ultimately about men, or about me. This is about higher power, and if I think he’s still working. I think so. He was loud yesterday guys. Today, less so. However I’m reminded of the story of how the messenger was delayed by the forces of the enemy, was that one anyone else remembers? That might just be Helms Deep in Two Towers LOL.
I’ll confess something about the particular property and why I want it;
A; it’s surrounded by forestry trust land. This means there will never be subdevisions surrounding it, which is my greatest fear about buying rural land
B; purchase of it comes with two antique forestry machines, and that’s a project I long for.
anyway, I want to love my home like this guy does, because damn it does this guy love where he lives;