People say am over emotional, they say am easy read that am sensitive, of lately thats all i hear from people about me and i guess after years of hiding my sensitivity to obstacles in life ,am getting rusty ever since i opened my self to my bf.
This is not me am a fighter, i refuse to be run by my emotion, right now i have reached my max an am ready to yell an scream at ppl, am feed up have hidin hw i feel to be respectful etc i am fucking going to be me. So fuck pretenders, fuck close minded ppl and fuck all those cheating bastards in the world who feel what they do dont affect anyone else, an yes dad i mean u not that u will ever no. Also i would like to so fuck u to ppl who cant accept me the way i am, i maybe to loud at times, maybe to loving with my freinds, that u think am disrespecting u ,well guess wat u didnt have a fucking problem when u were single ,so fuck u its nt like u cant ever have someone as fucking fanastic as Me .Now i have to say i support people who refuse to be anything less than u are ,an that dont give up ,an never back down cause the world is changing an it expects u to change with it, an yes change can be good but to what extent are u willing to let others rule u or define who u are.
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here if u want to talk x
I’m a fiqhter to but If you really knew me then you’d know that I’m fraqile.If you decide to leave my life then there’s no cominq back.If you hurt me numerous times then I don’t want anythinq to do with you.I hold qrudqes cause I don’t want to qet hurt.
I say fuck a friend,fuck a hoe,fuck a gf when In reality I just want a friend that I can tell anythinq to and a qf that’s faithful and willinq to deal with my roller coaster emotion-self.