I give up. I can’t be bothered waking up everyday to be mooching around my house with the same thoughts going through my head. Faking the smile for people, but inside dyeing. Not being able to attend school because I can’t cope. Not having any friends, just faking the smile for your family because you can’t bear hurting them anymore. Keeping everything to yourself because you trust no one. I just want to get out. I would say whats wrong on here but I can’t I need to get it off to someone.. but who?, I can;t take this no more.
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Hi FE, I can relate to how your feeling. i feel like i’m faking it everyday to please everybody while it’s killing me inside. nobody around here understands for the reasons they are not like me. they dont think the way we do so how could they possibily understand. they dont. I just joined this site a few days ago and i dont know if it’s helped me but i know i’m happy to be trying to help others. The best thing for me is to write when things bother me. get them off my chest. all we can do is take it day by day, one small stride at time. if you feel the need to one to talk one on one, message me on FB if it will help. it will all be confidential i promise. Think positive, it helps to keep me going, Be strong and just be yourself. Hold your head high. Take care.
LB
If it is of any help, there are many people here who feel like you do.
I second that, Hedabuvh20. Can someone tell me how people are getting through the responsibilities? How are the rest of you doing it?