I dont want to live anymore. So much has happened in my life, so many things most people never have to deal with. Its one reason why people can’t relate to me. I see these people everyday who have great lives, families who are taken from this world. Yet people like me, who are so miserable are forced to continue our existence. I cant even talk to my own husband. He left a couple weeks ago, and now he doesnt love me, or care. I dont know what happened. And I have no one else. I made my work, school and family my life. Then he just takes everything and leaves. So I quit my job bc theres no point. My child is with him as well because Im too sad. I did everything I could for him. For both of them. He cheated on me all the time. I was so angry. I’m not bad looking. Im very smart. So why then did those others girls deserve his attention but not me, not the wife with his child. I want to die. I see no point in living. They say oh you can’t die bcause of your son. What good is a mother who is sad she cant raise her own child?