I don’t think I can go on much longer. I see the end of the tunnel coming soon… I won’t go without saying goodbye but that goodbye is coming up. I finally know it is… and in case I forget to say it in my goodbye: Thank all of you so much. I love you guys.
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I love you,Dawn!
Thanks…
Hope you are ok. Hope you did not do anything bad….
You still with us?
yeah… unfurtunately :/
NOT unfortunately.
Fortunately. Glad you had the guts to fight through whatever is buggin you. Seen a few of your posts. Looks like your going thru a rough time right now.
Hope you keep fighting. Your young – better days ARE comin!
Well I’m waiting to get back to VA before I do it but it’s hard to hold on. Thanks for acknowledging me :/ And I do appreciate the kind words..
Well I for one hope you do NOT “do it”. In VA or anywhere else.
Live. Go on. I am a far cry from perfect and I am sure as hell not “holy”, so don’t read me as trying to be holier than thou (that aint my thing). But I KNOW God created me for a purpose just as he created you for some purpose. I just have no freakin idea what that purpose is.
But I am SURE it wasnt to blow out my brains. And he dont want that from you either.
Do you ever wonder, since God gives you a choice and tests you sometimes, if some people’s purpose IS to kill themselves, to test others/remind them that they have a choice? I’ve thought about that before
Yes, I have thought of it. BUT, because He said thought shalt not kill – that means that only Satan could be saying it is okay.
And yes, I have tried – so I am NOT being preachy. I tried a few times. But, I am (right this second) doing okay and if I can help prevent someone from doing something stupid – may be THAT is my purpose.
IDK. I just want to help. But ultimately it is your choice. And you gotta pay the price for all your decision – as do I.
I know….
KK. As my wife says to our kids all the time….
Make good choices!
Hope you do. Good luck
oh and i KNOW – my daughters HATE IT when she says it…….
but the sentiment is right – and that is why i said it. (but ya – i think it is corny and stupid too)
suicide is not a murder
self murder (IMO)
but fact is – only God gets to decide that one. I can only voice my opinion. But ultimately it is His opinion that is the only one that matters.
actually, scratch that .. I don’t wanna encourage a teen to kill herself in any way
it’s all relative
I don’t believe in the traditional God and even if he is, I don’t want to have to prove I’m worthy of staying in his kingdom .. unless I’m proven otherwise, the ten commandments were actually man-made
what really intrigues me is this: what is free will if you get punished for making certain choices ? can a christian/muslim/jew etc claim to have free will ?
I mean are believers okay with living life just to please God ?
DUH – it is still your CHOICE.
there’s no free will if the outcome of certain choices turns out to be unpleasant .. more important, why didn’t God ask each person if he/she wanted to be here in the 1st place ?
“my child, you can make this choice but if you do so, then you’ll be punished for making that choice .. btw I love you unconditionally like I love all of my children”
I smell BS
i smell someone who thinks they are above God.
I could have defied my mom and chose to smoke (which I did) and by doing so I also chose to accept the punishment.
You want everything without consiquences. Sorry bud – THIS is not heaven. And I am doubtful that you are on the right path to ever get there. But that is your CHOICE.
And I promise you – I am NOT preaching from a stand point that I am some ‘holy or righteous’ person. I am not.
hmm.. if you do not believe in god. doesn’t that always mean you are above god though?
how can you be beneath a god you do not believe in. does, not, make, sense. but then again, religion never makes sense to me.
sorry, i can be of NO help to an atheist. That is your choice. I am happy to help someone who wants help. But if you CHOOSE not to believe – that is your right too.
I don’t consider myself above God, I’m just not interested in being his pawn / serving his agenda
I’m sick and tired of the duality on here, what I want above all is a plane of reality when there are no limitations or pain .. if I am God’s child, why do I have to prove him I’m worthy of it ? what if I don’t want to take the test ?
finally, I don’t think the word choice holds the same meaning to us
Above? Below? There is no relationship between the atheist and *any* non-entity. In the arena of perfect ignorance one person’s belief is as valid as another’s non-belief. But I guess one or the other has to be wrong, or both wrong to a certain (possibly even middling) degree. Overall I think religion has introduced a lot of fanciful imagery and fairytale hopefulness, while science has simply added a lot of depressing facts. So hope for the best, and plan for the worst.
I suppose that puts aiethists right up there with axe murderers, sex slave traffickers and drug barrons.
Um… -.- please no religious debates in my posts -.- I’m sorry and I know I’m pathetic but it actually hurts… My family was ripped apart more by religion and it’s even still a problem between them now. I don’t wanna see it -.- I mean in my tiny part of my family that I’ve grown up living with (6 ppl) there is Christianity, Islam, Satanism, and Wicca… And people make comments and feelings get hurt. I know my family is mean to each other, and more to me than each other, but I just… have a small issue with religious anything and try to avoid debates.
Same here theres two groups, me and 4 ofy cousins that are atyeist amd the rest are religious.