Dear Derek,
I’m sorry. I’m sorry I couldn’t make you happy. I’m sorry I couldn’t support you and me. I’m sorry I couldn’t afford your dreams. I’m sorry I hurt you, I’m sorry I yelled and screamed. I’m sorry I didn’t love you enough, or hold you, or kiss you enough. I’m sorry I didn’t everything wrong every day since we moved in together. I’m sorry I wasn’t strong enough after we went our separate ways. I want to tell you I’m sorry, goodbye. I loved you more then you will ever know. I will never hurt you or anyone else again.
love always and forever.
The one you wish you never knew
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Although it isn’t exactly the same situation there was a woman that used me and played with my feelings. She was the one that pushed me off the edge because of her actions and I tried killing myself. Every day I think of her and the pain she has caused me. Sometimes I hope she suffers, sometimes I picture myself having a good life and her having a bad one, sometimes I picture telling her all the bad stuff she deserves, and other times I picture resolving the hatred. I truly hate her, the only person I have ever hated. If you are sorry and you hurt him badly then do something about it, don’t end your life. That won’t help him and if anything it’ll make him suffer more for causing someone to kill themselves. Do everything in your power to make amends, but don’t end your life over that.
I just dont know why it all has to end this way.my mum just finished ruining my life this morning.i was just about to send a similiar message to everybody that i have disturbed with my problems.i am jst worthless,useless,helpless and a total failure in everything i tought i had something to hold on to but i became a big worthless havenot to her and she left for a rich excourse mate of mine,i just cant wait to die and die forever i hate this life and everybody in it.i hate me i hate u i hate my past i hate tomorrow,i hate forever i jst dnt want to stop hating i hate because i ve seen nothing else in my 19 long years.i jst dont need to be around. The world is hell so why not die and go to the real thing .instead of this taste of hell we re living in.i just dont want to be here anymore.i just dnt have a place in this world..i tought i had talents that i could sing but that slowly faded when i had my neck operated on.i am just what life rejected i dont need to know how painful u feel cus i am what pain created.i believe there is a God cus it would take some one so mighty to cause such pain
Please honey dont head that way.stay with us for the weekend.please this is the only family i ve ever had and i just dont wanna lose my family again,i am at the brink,i swear i also want to die.i want to tell the world that they do not deserve to have me.but please just stay with me,please!i know the world is hard sad and unloving but if u get to read this please believe that there is someone who would is so pained to see you call yourself that.someone who will give anything to see your first smile as a baby..someone who would like to know how it came to this.please just dont do this..reply if you see this
Impressive.
You feel remorse.
My ex-wife was and still is a true sociopath. Totally without empathy or remorse.
But you… you are affected by what you’d done. You have a chance.
Making amends is good. He may not return even after that.
But… do move forward… the next relationship will be better.
That you can feel remorse now means that you have the capacity to care and be caring and appreciate being cared for.