Hello ,
I’m Desiree . 14 . sc . and I’m new to this. I’m contemplating on alot. My life is one big fat LIE … One big fat JOKE … and to be honest ; that’s all it’ll ever be. Things are going through my head right now … and it’s driving me crazy. I have NO ONE to talk to … I’m alone , lost , confused … Try living with 4 OTHER people in your house and none of them realize that all you ever are is sorry for making them so miserable. It’s 6:09 in the morning here and theres no one up with me … I just want to be heard and it feels sooo good typing right now just because i know SOMEONE out there will come across this.
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i feel the same way but im 16 and lost a lover lol sounds stupid but go head talk shit i could care les im abouto be gone anyways,,,,if you want to emai me lemme know ill make a new yahoo
Hey if u need an IM (instant messenger) friend, I’m here. Do u have an IM?? I’m on hotmail
Really? Do you know how long I’ve been waiting for someone to say that? and i’m sorry … at least you have gotten the chance to experience love and i bet it was WONDERFUL .. it doesn’t sound stupid at all .
yes it was but when i wasnt around her i knew her friends didnt like me so it was constant hell plus putting up with her mormon mom not really putting up with it dealing with it she cryed to me on the phone last time i talked to her except facebook i lied to her trying to make myself look good 🙁 didnt work she saw right through it and killed herself a month after my b-day we would still be together if it werent for some things
religion,parents,preppy whores felt it my lifes goal to be with her or even get viewed by her as a good person now i put up with this fb message a lie i sent her to maye make r excited but it dint go like that the day she killed herself i pounded a bottle of jack and took y bike for a ride hoping to reunite well guess wat life shit on me again just came back- 3 fingernails and my whole tip of left pinkey broke 2 ribs you have alot ahead of you
it was wondeful not stupid just very nerve racking and hard on young kid