help

i want to help as someone whos attempted murder twice i know   death is not the way if you stay alive and fight though  all of your problems  no matter how impossible they may seem  if you fight depression, abusive relationships ,bullying or what ever makes hurts and makes dying sound  like a beautiful thing    you  will have  put all the people who tell you to go die or beat on you in there place  killing them on the inside  when you smile it like sending a giant middle finger to there face dont let depresion ,other people  what  evers holding you down stop you  they cant run you you decide your fate  and suicide just an easy escape from pain and life if you suffer with evry one else you will   become  stron looking back   i feel so dumb i had every  reason i needed to kill myself   but where will this get me ,away from the painand agony that comes with leaving  no matter what  you should matter to yourself more than mattering to someone i have a freind who tried killing herself over a guy and anther one who tried to  kill self after she was raped  no matter how alone you feel someone is willing to help its up to you to accept there help if you want someone to talk to  you can contact me on gmail or tumblr  info on my profile STAY STRONG and hold on