Hi everyone basically I am suicidal suprise suprise, this time I don’t want to come back, I deactivated my facebook because individuals were egging me on to kill myself….urgh, I am currently stressed out about TAFE, my family situation everything basically and I have been on 9 different drugs, anti depressants you name it, I hate my life and I am suicidal I want to die.
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Mhm I might aswell comment and say I was only in hospital not so long ago, I don’t have reliable friends or family, my depression is taking over, basicallly I have fallen through the cracks of the NSW Public Health System…
Help me noone cares anymore…I’m 22 and have been in and out of the hospital for 5 years, I have all this dumb labels like Borderline Personality Disorder,Depression,Anxiety etc.
Hi Haley, I am from WA, and I too got Borderline, as well as Depression and PTSD. I’ve been in and out of hospital for the past 2 1/2 years, and in a pretty bad spot myself today. I am more than twice as old as you, but all I wanted to say I hear you. 🙂
Im with u girl
Hayley, hugs.
I was in and out of my local hospital 30 times over a period of 20 years. The vast majority of my admissions were compulsory and I was often brought in by police. The early years were the worst, because the illness was new to me and I had no idea of early warning signs etc and how to manage myself to mitigate the chaos caused.
I’ve survived, and right now I am thriving. There IS hope after hospital sweetheart. Please don’t let this drive you to an early grave. Things can and will change. You will learn to manage your illness better and very probably be able to stay out of hospital in the future.
If your family are failing to support you you can create your own support network as I have done. This might consist of professionals, individual or group therapy and friends.
Please hold on babes. And don’t think for a moment that nobody cares. There is always help at hand. It’s just a matter of being resourceful enough to seek and find it. Give people a chance to help you. Many people would be only too happy to make a difference to someone like you.
Above all don’t give up and don’t let them win. Be cussed and determined not to let the bastards get you down.
Zoe x
Ps, you are better off without Facebook IMHO. I don’t know what TAFE is, or the NSW Public Health System (I’m from the UK).
People with a diagnosis of Borderline often DO fall thro’ cracks in my exprience. It’s a common failing of the system. There SHOULD be group therapy available (because with borderline it is important to work on relationships etc). It might be a case of needing to seek this kind of help where you can. I would definitely pursue the group therapy angle if you can…
Borderline people often have difficulties with relationships but it is something that can be worked on.
There iS hope for you Hayley. You are young and still capable of great personal change.
Zx
TAFE is vocational training courses in Australia, NSW is New South Wales looks like from what she put into her bio she is studying Commercial Cookery Cert III mmm yummy yummy food
and Hayley listen to Louise she is very wise
Thanks for explaining that WhatamIDoing. You must be Australian too?
And thanks for your kind compliment!
Zx
haha no I am from the US I knew what NSW was though because I have had friends on here from Sydney which is in NSW one of the first people I talked to a lot on here was from Sydney. I had to google TAFE though 🙂
god loves you i love you and so do many on here dont give up please put your hand out and ask god to hold it i pray that your life will touch many for good love john