This day hasn’t been a good one I talk to the one I call mom and she fould out that I tried to kill myself and she told me that she won’t know what she would do if I was gone. The problem with that was that I can’t get those thoughts out of me head. I just keep thinking that my family’s life would be better if I wasn’t around and that my “friends” lives would have been better if they had never met me. I don’t know that for a fact but I do know that they wouldn’t have a depressed friend around to bring them down. With that conversation with her I feel like I just put another burden on her shoulders and now I have to watch what I say around her again. It just make me feel like I just want to die so she won’t have to worry about me or wonder if I’m going to kill myself at anytime. What do I do to make these thoughts go away?
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No one that loves you would be helped if you died. Your mother isn’t going to breath a sign of relief knowing her child is gone. I think the way you should make them go away is by realizing that you don’t help anyone by taking your life. That’s only giving them the biggest burden possible.
i think like that quite often and i don’t know what to believe. i want them to stop all the time but they won’t.
i know how you feel i think that if i die that no one would care and no one would notice. you are probably going to leave a lot of people with sadness you are a joy to there lives and it may not seem like it but a lot of people care about you
Hello, you didn’t mention if you have seen a doctor, or therapist yet ?
No I haven’t