My parents will probably read this, this will be the only thing on my computer because I deleted all my history just not this site. I’m gonna leave my home in an hour with my bike (it’ll be dark by then) and I’m going to jump in front of a train. I really hope I don’t fail or someone saves me. I’m just scared of doing this, but I just got to. I really hope it doesn’t hurt. Mum, dad, little brother I’m gonna miss you all 🙁 it’s not your fault, but mine. I’m so sorry! This is my fav song, just so you all know. x http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=icXUkIfZxyg
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Hey, if you want to die, I can’t really stop you; I’ve been enough of a hypocrite already.
But I do want you to think about what you’re doing. What about your little brother, your mom and dad, any freinds you have? Can you imagine how they would feel, if you just went and died, no warning? You told them it’s your fault, not theirs, but they won’t believe you. They’ll think about all the things they could have done differently to save you and feel guilty until the day they die. Your brother might even get made fun of.
Try talking to someone. You sound young- there’s so much ahead of you. Try to live if you still can.
If, though, you’re set on dying, leave a note at least. This much isn’t nearly enogh for the people that love you. Explain and maybe they won’t feel so useless afterwards.
Best of luck.
It’s never to late to change, to start your life. I know death seems like the only option bit it’s not. Your not only in this world.
Don’t know when this was posted, but PLEASE reconsider. When you jump in front of a train you’re not just hurting your self, but you’re also taking the chance of ruining someone elses life. Think about the train driver and anyone on it. Think about the people who will have to clean your carcass off the track and the image it will leave in your loved ones minds. Please don’t do it this way
Don’t know when this was posted, but PLEASE reconsider. When you jump in front of a train you’re not just hurting your self, but you’re also taking the chance of ruining someone elses life. Think about the train driver and anyone on it. Think about the people who will have to clean your carcass off the track and the image it will leave in your loved ones minds. Please don’t do it this way
“l lay my head down on the railroad track and waited for the Double E!
But the railroad don’t run no more, poor, poor pitiful me”
-warren zevon “poor poor pitiful me”
Your chosen fate will be of horrifying news to your loved ones. They would not even bare to make sense of it all, ever. Don’t be surprised if this train you speak of does not show tonight.
When it fails to do so, use the time allotted to carefully reassess your TRUE self-worth.
However in-case it does, just know that this locomotive you speak of will be the spoils of time for your loved ones, hence forth, every hour of everyday in which it passes through. Furthermore, along the contrary, you may find yourself being whisked off to depths you dare not trek.
speechless because he sounds very young, no letter just a note, looks like a decision out of the blue, don’t know what to say. sad now
you sound young, if you still reading this, pls reconsider dont think it will be worth to just give up life like this!!
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Trango_TowersIt is in pakistan.
Wrong post 😐
Sometimes people who are hit by trains do not die. Think about the consequences if you survive. Many people who jump in front of trains live and are permanently disabled.
I hope you dint do this you sound so young … Lots of hugs <3